Monday, June 16, 2008

The Missing Factor

Hiya!

Yup...bak again after ages :) And feeling quite fresh too...it's been a while and I've been feeling drained out :(, but yeah - guess am back to feeling better again.

Just went to Kerala and got back this morning. Sometimes you do not feel the feeling of 'yours' to certain elements of life, no matter how much you belong to it. Being in Kerala has never given me that sense of belongingness as it gives me today. Maybe it's the people, maybe it's the place, maybe it's the girl whom I love like crazy - am unsure, but I feel nice feeling this way.

Away from my family... today, I feel lonely. Amma's and Achan's thoughts seem to flood me with nostalgia and the missing factor...but yet, once again I feel nice feeling this way. I rarely miss Kuwait...my land of childhood. I rarely miss my folks because they are there, coz I always told myself they are with me. So, today as I feel this...this feeling of physical absence...I feel good.

Love u Amma and Acha...missing u like crazy now!

And bye guys...

Cheers :)